Cynicism.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I sent in my assignment today.
Worst 2000 words I've ever had to write. EVER. EVER. EVER.
But funnily kan, i realise that I tend to be more creative when I'm under pressure cause when I read back my assignment, I was actually thinking, "Wah, I can actually construct sentences like that?"
Once I sent in my assignment, I was so happy cause I was gonna go out for dinner.
And then it started to pour.
Like, flooding-in-multiple-places pour. So I was late in picking up my friend cause I got stuck in a jam. Oh yeah. JOY.
But I was so happy cause I got to eat nice food for dinner! =)
Actually, any food would have been nice cause I was too busy finishing up the assignment to actually have a proper lunch.
Yeah, bad habit, I know.
And this coming from a person who keeps on telling her siblings "DON'T SKIP YOUR MEALS". I am embarrassed to say that I'm so not practicing what I preach. Lol.
By the way, Anis said something interesting to me this morning:
"I have this friend tau, and she's very cynical. Actually, she reminds me of you la, Kakya"
Imagine that. Me, a cynic?
I'm shocked! Really, I am.
I've always known that I was cynical, but I think that was the first time someone actually stating it out loud like that. And she was comparing my cynicism with her friend's. LOL.
I can't help it though. I've always been very cynical and my perspective's not likely to change anytime soon. I'm comfortable with being a cynic and an optimist at the same time.
A contradiction? Oh, totally. I've always been contradictory, haven't I? =)
Worst 2000 words I've ever had to write. EVER. EVER. EVER.
But funnily kan, i realise that I tend to be more creative when I'm under pressure cause when I read back my assignment, I was actually thinking, "Wah, I can actually construct sentences like that?"
Once I sent in my assignment, I was so happy cause I was gonna go out for dinner.
And then it started to pour.
Like, flooding-in-multiple-places pour. So I was late in picking up my friend cause I got stuck in a jam. Oh yeah. JOY.
But I was so happy cause I got to eat nice food for dinner! =)
Actually, any food would have been nice cause I was too busy finishing up the assignment to actually have a proper lunch.
Yeah, bad habit, I know.
And this coming from a person who keeps on telling her siblings "DON'T SKIP YOUR MEALS". I am embarrassed to say that I'm so not practicing what I preach. Lol.
By the way, Anis said something interesting to me this morning:
"I have this friend tau, and she's very cynical. Actually, she reminds me of you la, Kakya"
Imagine that. Me, a cynic?
I'm shocked! Really, I am.
I've always known that I was cynical, but I think that was the first time someone actually stating it out loud like that. And she was comparing my cynicism with her friend's. LOL.
I can't help it though. I've always been very cynical and my perspective's not likely to change anytime soon. I'm comfortable with being a cynic and an optimist at the same time.
A contradiction? Oh, totally. I've always been contradictory, haven't I? =)
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